Death is always behind me now.
It breathes down on my neck.
I cannot escape from my fate.
My life isn't worth this fight.
forgive me, please, for giving in.
xoxo,
Love me, Love you.
As the sun sets in the evening sky
His pain reverberates in the empty room.
He has been abandoned by his loved ones,
And left to die.
Rewind the watch, start again.
And once again the sun bows in the glowing sky.
Die again and again
Because you can't take the risk
Of it being a lie, waking up and being alone.
That someone will say no, and walk away.
Say goodbye to the sun now, my dear
And lets rewind this watch one more time.
When you hear the water rushing by
Wait for the Faerie King
To come and take you away.
He'll take you past the mountains
And rivers and streams.
To his castle in the sky
Where he has a magic place
To read and sleep and eat.
To breath without waiting
To smile without care
And you can love whomever you want
And no one is there
To tell you it isn't right.
My baby,
Mommy loves you so,
You are my sunshine
And the love of my life.
I'm sorry I sometimes forget you,
Even though you are so close.
You run around
And make a mess
But my love for you,
I must confess,
Shall never stain,
Or fade away.
You are my baby,
And I shall cherish you forever
And the day that you die,
Which one day, I know, you will,
Your sunshine will not fade.
I will keep it, close, and in my heart,
So I never grow cold.
I will think of you,
And your baby blue eyes,
Soft fur,
And cute ears.
And my face will glow.
I love you my baby,
Love your Mommy.
My Obsession for You by CheckeredImagination, literature
Literature
My Obsession for You
My dear, I should forget you.
I fear I know this is true.
However,
When I walk down the street,
I see your face.
Your smile,
And the way your eyes light
When something makes you happy.
I have fallen in love before
And I will say
I do still love him,
But you, I cannot see myself without.
Feeling this way,
Will disappear soon, they say.
The pain doesn't last forever.
But I want it to.
I want you.
Only you.
All to myself.
I am obsessed by the thought of you.
I dream of you,
Breathe you in my heart.
You are a breath of fresh air
And this should be mine.
All mine.
I want you.
Obsessed, please no.
I am just in love,
Say That at Least by CheckeredImagination, literature
Literature
Say That at Least
The conclusion I have come to
Is an interesting one.
What is it,
You ask?
Well.
If you must know,
I feel as light
As a bubble.
Can one feel
as light a bubble?
I well hope so.
For I do.
Or maybe it was
As light as a feather?
I feel happy.
I dunno what to say
But I feel light.
At least I can say that.
The Roller Coaster by CheckeredImagination, literature
Literature
The Roller Coaster
The roller coaster
called Life
has it's ups
and, of course,
its downs.
It will always end
but it should
be an amazing ride.
Remember
you, and only you
can control it.
So you know
it can slow
and sometimes
it needs repairs.
But you should
keep in mind
that it will
be cherished.
The sound
rushes by
as the water
swallows you whole.
Air is scarce
and your heartbeat
resounds in your ears.
You stare down,
or is it up?
Floating in silence
and you hear everything.
The sunlight is blinding
as you break surface
wind blows,
and you feel exhilarated.
You dive again and reach
as the floor becomes the sky.
Racing to beat the current
and stay above the others.
Wait, stay in place,
sense that light feeling
when everything in this world
that is wrong just melts away.
Death is always behind me now.
It breathes down on my neck.
I cannot escape from my fate.
My life isn't worth this fight.
forgive me, please, for giving in.
xoxo,
Love me, Love you.
As the sun sets in the evening sky
His pain reverberates in the empty room.
He has been abandoned by his loved ones,
And left to die.
Rewind the watch, start again.
And once again the sun bows in the glowing sky.
Die again and again
Because you can't take the risk
Of it being a lie, waking up and being alone.
That someone will say no, and walk away.
Say goodbye to the sun now, my dear
And lets rewind this watch one more time.
When you hear the water rushing by
Wait for the Faerie King
To come and take you away.
He'll take you past the mountains
And rivers and streams.
To his castle in the sky
Where he has a magic place
To read and sleep and eat.
To breath without waiting
To smile without care
And you can love whomever you want
And no one is there
To tell you it isn't right.
My baby,
Mommy loves you so,
You are my sunshine
And the love of my life.
I'm sorry I sometimes forget you,
Even though you are so close.
You run around
And make a mess
But my love for you,
I must confess,
Shall never stain,
Or fade away.
You are my baby,
And I shall cherish you forever
And the day that you die,
Which one day, I know, you will,
Your sunshine will not fade.
I will keep it, close, and in my heart,
So I never grow cold.
I will think of you,
And your baby blue eyes,
Soft fur,
And cute ears.
And my face will glow.
I love you my baby,
Love your Mommy.
My Obsession for You by CheckeredImagination, literature
Literature
My Obsession for You
My dear, I should forget you.
I fear I know this is true.
However,
When I walk down the street,
I see your face.
Your smile,
And the way your eyes light
When something makes you happy.
I have fallen in love before
And I will say
I do still love him,
But you, I cannot see myself without.
Feeling this way,
Will disappear soon, they say.
The pain doesn't last forever.
But I want it to.
I want you.
Only you.
All to myself.
I am obsessed by the thought of you.
I dream of you,
Breathe you in my heart.
You are a breath of fresh air
And this should be mine.
All mine.
I want you.
Obsessed, please no.
I am just in love,
Say That at Least by CheckeredImagination, literature
Literature
Say That at Least
The conclusion I have come to
Is an interesting one.
What is it,
You ask?
Well.
If you must know,
I feel as light
As a bubble.
Can one feel
as light a bubble?
I well hope so.
For I do.
Or maybe it was
As light as a feather?
I feel happy.
I dunno what to say
But I feel light.
At least I can say that.
The Roller Coaster by CheckeredImagination, literature
Literature
The Roller Coaster
The roller coaster
called Life
has it's ups
and, of course,
its downs.
It will always end
but it should
be an amazing ride.
Remember
you, and only you
can control it.
So you know
it can slow
and sometimes
it needs repairs.
But you should
keep in mind
that it will
be cherished.
The sound
rushes by
as the water
swallows you whole.
Air is scarce
and your heartbeat
resounds in your ears.
You stare down,
or is it up?
Floating in silence
and you hear everything.
The sunlight is blinding
as you break surface
wind blows,
and you feel exhilarated.
You dive again and reach
as the floor becomes the sky.
Racing to beat the current
and stay above the others.
Wait, stay in place,
sense that light feeling
when everything in this world
that is wrong just melts away.
I am my own person, and I love to have fun and live in the moment. You can walk past me in class and see a drawing somewhere on my paper. My favorite colors are all Neon. Something in my room and closet would eventually eat you. I love Clocks and Pocket Watches, especially if they have Roman Numerals on them ♥ I wear boots and sneakers, unless the suns out 'cause I don't fear sandals. Rainbows kick ass. I live on my Laptop, whose name is Jareth :3 I listen to everything under my own sun Apparently I have a thing for smiley faces. My Idols are The Riddler, Harley Quinn & Poison Ivy. I love photography. I like fishnet stockings. Jolly ranchers are the bomb. If it can be broken, I will eventually break it. Embarrassing moments equal my Mom, and I love her for it. I love water. I haven’t drank soda for almost 4 years. Things Remembered is amazing. I swear. A lot. I always try to wear a smile. Musicals are amazing~ I will correct your grammar, I just won't always say something. I write poetry and short stories. I do in fact love to meet new people, I'm just super shy. I have a wicked sense of humor. I'm pretty sure I'm somewhat insane. I watch anime & read manga. I love Yuri & Yaoi. I happen to be a lesbian. I am a huge nerd. And I'll admit it. I have this nasty habit of disappearing when you walk with me. I've been trying to better myself, but this time I'm doing it for me. First and foremost, I love my friends, and no one can change that I have a strange love for wedding dresses, and I have no clue why. Sometimes, I wish I was someone else, just to see what it was like. But then I realize that I do love my life and wouldn't change it, or the people in it, for the world.
My BestFriends (LOVELOVELOVE); <---- SEND THEM LLAMAS. C:
Just a note, by the by, I do in fact read every comment posted on my page/deviations/journals/etc. I'm just..ah, really shy. Haha, so I do appreciate comments! Unfortunately, I'm also too shy to comment on deviations, so if I favorite something of yours, do know that means I like it.
Current Residence: WA State Operating System: PC-thingy MP3 player of choice: iPod Classic ♥ Wallpaper of choice: Pink-things<3 Favourite cartoon character: Courage the Cowardly Dog <3 Personal Quote: "Haha, I love you! Don't hit me!" (:
Favourite Movies
Imagine Me & You, Where the Heart is, Alice in Wonderland & The Labyrinth
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Skillet, Queen, Katy Perry, Kate Nash, & Bowling for Soup
So I figured out what I was gonna do regarding my last journal (jeesh, I never update this much). And that's all taken care of.
Figured I'd update on that.
Mmmm, a good friend of mine is doing commissions right now and I'd really love it if you checked her out! KitKatruler1994 (https://www.deviantart.com/kitkatruler1994) I know she's doing commissions for drawing, and also for clothing. She's fantastic at both! C:
Does anyone else here play Maplestory? Because I am way too excited about the newest update they're doing. The Big Bang thing? Ahhh~ :heart: /Way/ too excited. I'm hoping I'm not the only one xD
Also, although I really don't update this often, I have a blog! |D Shame
Is it possible to identify as a lesbian, and yet be dating a guy?
Cause I have completely lost what I thought I was sexuality wise.
I don't know if I even really like him, and I don't know what to do. I've thought about this too much and now I've just confused myself more.
Please tell me I'm not alone in this, other people have to have had to feel something like this, right? It's not just me?
So I got my schedule today, and MAN, am I happy.
1- French Year 1
2- Advanced Algebra
3- Beginning Digital Photography
4- US Studies
5- Communication Arts 10 (English)
6- Biology
C: Words cannot begin to describe how happy I am. Seriously.
School here I come~
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